Today was a day of realization for me. It's weird, It's like I woke up with a whole new, and fresh way of thinking. I literally felt like a different person this morning, a better and more motivated version of my already motivated self. I have been putting certain things off for a long time now. For example, I have been wanting to buy a camera for sooooo long, but whenever I would go to make the purchase, I would second guess the decision, and talk myself out of buying it, EVERY SINGLE TIME. Why would I constantly talk myself out of getting myself something that I think about every single day. If you know me well, you know that I am a very indecisive person. I second guess everything, and worry way too much. And that gets in the way of my dreams and aspirations. It even gets in the way of relationships! Some days I wake up feeling super motivated to follow my dreams, and work hard towards what I want to do and achieve, and other days I wake up feeling sad and almost depressed because I don't think I can do the things I set my mind to. That is where my second guessing plays a huge role. But, today, I woke up feeling the most sure about myself than I ever have. I know what I want to do in my life, and I know the things I want to achieve. It will take lot of hard work, and dedication, but I am so ready for that! I am going out tomorrow to buy the camera I have been wanting to buy for nearly six months... and then I am going to be working on a YouTube channel I have been wanting to make videos for... So just expect better content coming your way very soon :) Thank you for reading basically my whole life story as of now haha. And I just want to say that life is too short to not chase after your dreams. Even when you are feeling down and don't feel like you can achieve your goals, you just have to stop the negative thoughts and believe in yourself because negative thinking never got anyone to where they want to be in life. Sorry to get all cheesy with you guys, but it really is the truth. You can only achieve your goals if you believe that you can. Anyways, I will update you guys tomorrow. Happy Thursday! xoxo.